[10/28/2002 10:08:36 PM | ericka rodriguez]
well lets see i already had this great post but my stupid computer hates me and decided to freeze.. but anyway.. i was writting because ryan said i should post so here i am well i had started to write about the way my first year living in California has been. When i first got here i had just broken up with a boyfriend of two years. i figured i would start a new life.. no drugs, no depression, maybe even get a new boyfriend. So i came with a pretty positive attitude, well the year went by and not one person liked me that way so i decided that hey i dont need a boyfriend . Besides school was almost over ...i told my self i was not going to get involved with anyone untill collage.Well thats were the year started changing. this is my last year of high school and the first quarter has bearly ended and there are two people that i know of that like me. Not to mention that i like about... 4 guys. So now i have to decide which one i like best and try to figure out wether or not he likes me.why did all of these people come at once? why cant the feelings be spread out. i hate making decicions... well thats about it .. basically life was going good untill i met a couple of great guys.. but hey life would be worse without them