well aint this some shit on the one hand i my life was going great then today made me really just fucking look at everything i had a lot of time to think today at work we were really fucking slow and i worked byself for a long time becuase bitch ass bobbie didn't show to work again i think he is fired because he did a no show no call today but hey why the fuck do i care i still got my job and that all that really matters i need to stop thinking about what others do and shit,i just need to stop everything just fucking kickback and what ever happens happens, and most of all i need to stop listening to what people say and what i hear if i really need to hear something i will but if it is just random task bullshit then fuck it because everytime i do listen to that random shit i end up on the shitty part of it and at the end of the day i feel really fucking bad but hey what the fuck am i going to do about it there is nothing i can do i cant change the way a peron thinks or feels well fuck i am out i need to take a shower still and get some sleep just so i can wake up to another day in this living hell i call life

quote of the mutha fucking day bitch! ,"Depression consumes the body kills it slowly the pain is so overpowering it makes you just want to lay on the floor, not wanting to live life anymore. Your world is so dark you cannot see.Your muscles ache the pains so great.For many years i have been here Not many people know Crying everyday.Scared to trust Scared to let anyone in Its hard to let people know the real me Please set me free For many days the depression has been consuming me! Please i am asking you God Help set me free So i too can be happy...."

-=DiGiTaL=-