hmmm somtimes i wonder about poeple.. you know like why they act one way one time and a different way the next now im not saying a lot of poeple do this in fact i do this a lot and i sit and wonder why i do this like now for instance i feel a certain way yet the feeling im expressing is completly the oposite.. i think its just because i get upset when i dont have my way with things or when things i want and plan for dont go threw, (oh and michael if you read this its not what you think), anyway like i was saying ... oh i dont know now i think im just a little "bumed out" but you know i shouldnt bitch , other poepel have more reason to be bumed then i do so yah anyway i had a pretty good weekend even though i was grounded it was all right i got a shitty work schedual this week but you know it doesnt even matter anymore what do i care work is work i might have to stay at brians house on saterday since my mom wants to go to la to celabrate mothers day with all the family and two of my tias are having baby showers but i have to work from 5:30 to 10:00 so i think i might have to stay here so that she can enjoy herself over there with her family...on a lighter notewait there really isnt a lighter note is there i also have to take care of somthign that is bothering somone its going to be very difficult and i dont even know if i want to do it i have to talk to joey about it so bye or now
words of wisdom: somtimes honesty can suck