well today was ok i guess. it could have been better. you know there is a certain person that i have been talking to lately that i think i have become attached to. this could be a bad thing because my mom does not like him and he really is a cool guy to be with. i dont know why but i think because my moms boyfriend saw something wierd in him she does too. hopefully i can change her mind becasue she does not let me do a lot with him. you know i am getting really tired of my mom makeing all these rules for me now im not saying that when im 18 i can do whatever i want but you know i will be in 3 monthes and she should start letting me do a lot more. i think one of the problems is that all my friends are guys its not my fault that girls and i dont get along all the girl friends that i have had have allways talked about me behind my back i really dont need that. my mom is always telling me that if i were to hang out with more girls she would let me do more. but why would she want that if she knows how much i cant stand girls now there are exception but it just seems like guys are nicer and a hell of a lot funner to be around. i dont know i just know that when i am 18 there are going to be more then a few changes in my house maybe if my mom didnt spend so much time with her boyfriend and leave me watching my sister things woulnt be so bad. im not saying that my sister is a berdon shes cool its just my mom that i am a little agrivated with... but dont worry i love my mommy. any way back to my guy thing he is really cool and sweet and cute and he treats me like i mean the world to him i almost forgot what it feels like to have someone like you that much
well i guess this is pretty long so ill go
love,
ericka natalie michelle rodriguez