im in class again and have been a good student so i get to write i am having one of those days were you sit and analyze the things that are going on in your life... its only 3rd period and im allreay pretty pissed off with the way things are going.. my life is nothing but a bunch of shit that i have to deal with even though it seems like i am the happiest person in the world i hold it all inside now im not saying this so that people will feel sorry for me im saying this becauase i have been thinking about it all lately. just trying to figureout what i have to do differently so that i can please everyone. i know that your life shouldt be one where you worry about every one elses feelings putting your last you know that is what every one says but how can you follow that when you know that what you do and the choises that you make will effect every one around you. you know sometimes things just arnt the way you want them to be and i guess thats ok cause thats life and theree is nothing you can do abuot it
(Eric's interlude)
Dispair Factor:
Along the path where the stream is talking, I breathe the mist and continue walking.
The wood it whispers in a language of its own.
As a sigh escapes my lips, I feel the light caress of fingertips that steals away the breathe and leaves me on my own.
Waiting by the stairs.
Waiting I despair.
My whole life is a dark room
One.
Big.
Dark.
Room.
Do i hear the hollow sound of footsteps resounding on this frozen ground?
Or the familiar dissapointment of the echoes of my own?
Waiting by the stairs.
Waiting I dispair.
Somehow i ended up here in between
Where there is always the comfort of knowing ill never be seen
When I fall...
I wait for just one touch
And i fall...
weightless, endless.
faithless ill adore you
a single touch before i fade
painless let me pass through.