Well now what I thought has come true I wrote in one of my earlier posts that every thing you do effects other people even the simplest things well like I said it is all true ... there was some" shit " that happened and I guess I fucked with someone’s feelings and now I feel like shit so yah... that’s why I don’t like to have many friends something always happens and it pisses them off and makes you feel bad so the world would be a lot better if we were just all alone. On a happier note I had a fun weekend I got to go to the beach Sunday it was cool I got to climb rocks, found some starfish, and watched my friend catch crabs. Overall it was a fun time. Saturday my mom and I got in another big fight about why I hang out with so many guys she thinks I’m some sort of slut or something " I don’t want you around so many guys you never know what could happen" I was like you know just because you got married at 18 doesn’t mean I will too... so yah things aren’t exactly at there best between us but any way I’m going to end this hopefully next time I write it wont be a bout a bunch of bullshit so yah have a happy day