Well in about 3 hours I will be on my way to Las Angeles to go to Mexico. I’m really excited, but you know the weather is looking pretty bad outside, I’m kind of getting weird feelings about leaving tonight. But I don’t want to jinx anything so ill keep it to my self, any way as I was saying I’m going to Mexico I haven’t been there in about 9 years so I’m really excited to be there. We are going to go for a fiesta sort of celebration that is going on over there. I get to see my family and I’m sure I will have a great time I wont be back till Thursday that’s the only bad thing I’m going to miss my friends but ill be ok and so will they . They probably wont even notice that I am gone. At least I’m making it back in time for the Lompoc Cabrillo game no body that I hang with seems to show any interest I just think it would be fun to all hang out and have a god time but you know things cant always go your way...
well ok now lets talk about my real life... the crap that is going on in school... I just found out that this guy that I have liked since he moved here likes me and wants to get to know me... that causes so many problems that no one even knows about. sure its great that he likes me too actually I’m very happy, on the outside, but on the inside I’m trying to figure things out... I still don’t know what I’m going to do about it all. but what I do know is that once I have made my decision someone is going to be pissed off and hurt, and if that happens more people will be upset for me letting "things" get out of hand in the first place. Many of the people reading may not know what I’m talking about but one person does.... let me just say to you that I’m sorry, I should never have done the things I did. you know the doubts I had before. Well they are starting to kick in. That’s all I have to say without going into detail...