well its over its all over...james dumped me, now im sure there are a couple of people out there that are happy, you mother fuckers better be happy because i have not felt this bad in a very long time. so now i will be going to lunch with everybody like i used to things should be back to the way they were except now im a little depressed. so once again i hope thoses of you who doughted the reasons why i like him are happy. Even though there were things about him that people didnt like i was happy, i thought that would matter but it didnt so...bye for now