wow that post was nice ... a little morbid but nice. Well things are going ok in my life, they could be hell of a lot better though but you know. Im not going to worry about things any more, at least im going to try. Its not that i dont care about what happens its just that dwelling on the past is a bad habit i have. On a lighter note im now going out with james hes hella cool, really sweet guy, my cousin cindy likes his brother. Oh cindy man did we have a good time this weekend. She didnt let me have any sleep. Shes my favorite cousin, she might come live with us next semester. Her family is pretty fucked, up i cant stand her mom, she telks to me like im her daughter, you know yells at me and stuff, not cool. But anyway we had fun. Today was my play, it went ok it was a lot better on thursday but you know. Well i guess thats all i have to write about. i hope stephen starts posting again he said he wouldnt but i like reading his posts anyway buy