hey well ... i final realized last noght what has been bothering me all this time but i dont want to talk about it now becasue ther are other more inportant things going on between my friends now so maybe when it all settles down i will open up
words of wisdom: even though people seem happy on the outside on the inside they may be falling apart

ok well today was ok we went on the field trip which was ok i guess it was fun with michael though we had fun making fun of people.... hes cool to be with umm lets see what else i was looking on the internet for some stuff and i ended up asking rachel about it and she had no clue wither so that was the disapopinment for the day well i guess thats all i can say for now so i will talk later
words of wisdom: i miss rachel....*sniff, sniff*

ok someone asked me why i dont post anymore.... so if you really want to know i will let you know ... if im going through a time when im analizing people and what they really mean to me, um like if im not sure who my real true friends are im not going to post becasue that will come out in my post and i dont want to sit here and bitch about stuff that nobody wants to here about. my posts are supposed to be "happy" you know... i dont post when i feel i have nothing happy to post about if all im going to do i complain about shit then i wont post . but things are going a lot better and i have shit figured out so i will probably be posting a lot more in the next couple of days...well i guess thats all i have to say about crap for now i will talk to you guys later
words of wisdom: dont depend on the wrong people

well i took some time to think about a lot of things and you know i think i have it all figured out now, ive been giving people too many chances i forgive and forget too easily so you know im not going to do that nay more and i know i have said that before but thins time im really serios ive been talking to some people and they have helped me realixe the positions i put my self into... you know i feel a lot better knowing now that i have nothing to worry about you know doing all that thinking and what not, well im going to go spend quaility time with my sister so bye
words of wisdom: hearts are for love

hey well happy valentines day the everyone i hope you had a great day well the day is not over yet but ive been at home all day so for all of you that had dates i hope you had a good time *wink wink* well im sitting here talking to ryan.... no one else is on oh and i got like 3 e mail card things from Pragedis they we cute, one was a matching card game with little cupids i was amused... well for some un known reason some stuff disapeared from my little chat box on my page i dont know wht is going on,,, i get to go to a formal tommarrow i cant wait but first i have to go buy eric his gift becasue my mom would not let me go out today i dont know why well accually i do but it want a good enough reason so it doesnt count.... well my cousin wants to leave so ill go for now
words of wisdom: i love valentines day ...even though i was at home all day *smile*

some one really needs to explain to me why i put up with so much bullshit... i mean i forgive people for everything or the things they do dont bother me why do i feel like i cant hurt anyones feelings when they do that shit to me....i need to find my evil side* giggle * yah like that will happen anytime soon

Well ericka im sorry i was acting depressed earlier i was just tired and angry but im better now so yeah. Thanks for the valentine too, even though I hate valentines day with a passion and you know it, you still wanted to be nice to me, so thanks I guess. I just hate seeing how happy everyone else is and I never get to be happy myself, and I get jealous. So yeah. I had this idea for hate candies and a magic hate ball and theyre pretty funny if you wanna see em. Talk to ya later.

DGX24

Dont talk to me like you care about me. If you dont want to hear what I have to say then dont fucking read it. You have no fucking clue about anything that happens to me so don't try to act like you can make a difference. You are completely missing the point of what I'm saying but then again what the fuck do you care.

. words from a wisman quit being a lil fucking bitch about everyting hilton, just because someone gets something handed to then does not mean that they are a bad person it is just that did you ever think that the person earned it? well did you? look Ericka's parents gave her a car for her 18th birthday, what u dont think that she earned it by cleaning the house and making dinner for the family every fucking day! and you cry about how your mom is poor and your dad talks to you too much and that you ill never get n e thing handed to you...well fuck i rather have a mother that talks to me a father that trys to make some sort of communication with me. instead of them just buying me shit when every i say something about use not spending time see that is the punk shit i have to deal with although u may not get every little fucking thing that you wanted at least you have a mother and a father that give a fuck about what u you do and show some sort effection towards you all the time not only when it makes them look better like my parents do! well i dont know when you read this if you are going to go "try to kill urself again" or if it opens ur eyes and gives you another out look apon life but what ever it is i can gives a fucks...aight well the dumb bitch ass sub is bitching at me because "this does not look like flash" so fuck i have to now always watch what i say so i dont get in trouble so i am up out this bitch play on playa

song of the post; Smoke Dope Rap and Hip Hop tapes, Andre Nickatena
words of wisdom' dont ever call Joe a idiot! aka bubba gumb, aka cleatus
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ok ok lets see first of all i hate the weather man yesterday was a 70% chance of rain and id bearly rained today was 50% and im fucking sooked (if thats how you spell it) so yah i hate him...lets see im giving out my valentines day cards today since we have no scholl tommarrow.i love valentines day i think it is fun and there is so much cool shit you can buy like chocolate and chocolate and ummm chocolate...i mean while you read this im probably eating some..yah, well thats all i can say about my love of this wonderful holiday other people hate it for some wierd reasons heres what i say if you dont like it fine but dont ruin it for everyone else just act like you enjoy it you know well i guess thats all i have to say for now
words of wisdom: "...fuck everyone but tito and joey"

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wow this isn't even me like fuck i dont even ever use the word fuck i dont think i have used that fucking word for a long fucking time...fuck these test
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well ok im sitting here talking to stephen and hes telling me that i need to post so i guess im going to have to but i really dont know what to say so i guess im not going to really post
words of wisdom: joey joey joey... i think hes still high

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well lets see i guess i can talk about how poeple bug me not all people but some ..well at least two peopel right now one for what he/she did over the weekend and the other for the shit he puts every one else through ... people shouldnt be so selfish to those that really care, i mean seriously are you trying to looses all your friends? i guess im just a little upset on the fact of how stupid and ignorent peopel can be so thats it for now
words of wisdom: dont treat the ones who love you like shit.... that means you

i had so much fun with mr. eric today first we went to my sisters party which was pretty fun then we went shopping then we went and saw final destination 2 which was freaky very freaky... then we went shopping again and went over to my house .... i had agood time hopefully he did too then when i got home there was this monkey and letter waiting for me tito droppped it off it was a gift now im still not compleatly shure why he bought me somthing but i am greatful, well my mom let me drive every where today shes so wierd one day she wont let me drive then next im driving all day but you know thats what i wanted so i guess i cant complain too much well thatsa ll i have to say so bye for now
words of wisdom: friends are always there to help

" i dont know who you are but im with you" ok just thought i would say that well i guess things are going a lot better then they were the last couple of days ...pragedis wrote me back which is so great like nobody knows you know it would be cool if you guys could meet him you know just becassue i talk about him so much that way you could put a face with the stories...well me and eric just got back from walmart looking for somthing for my sister for her b day party..that should be some ok fun my moms like hey why dont you invite some poeple to come too i was like ok who is going to want to go bowling at 11:00 in the mourning on a saterday no one but eric buthey if anyone else wants to go feel free..well i guess thats all i have to write about so i guess thats it
words of wisdom:why the fuck do i look like this?

CHEER UP ERICKA!!! SEE IM SMILING! :)
YOU SHOULD SMILE!
IT'S FUN!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
:)

you know my day was going really good i mean for the first time in a long ass time i got an e mail from pragedis and wait not just one but two letters that was the greatest thing to happen to me all day no one knows how much he really means to me i really do love him...but enough of that as i was saying my day was going good i was in a good mood all day i came home cleaned house made dinner and everything then my mom comes home and we have some big argument about my driving not about the way i drive but when i can drive you know im really not that bad iv been doing a lot of driving in Texas i did it all but apperently i cant handle it here in the busy town of Lompoc what a bunch of bullshit oh well ....pragedis if you read this i miss you
words of wisdom: Joey joey joey joey joey

JOEY JOEY JOEY JOEY JOEY
ok well thats enough of that... i like all the little care bears on here although mines not here so i will have to put it on at the end you guys will love it it has nothing to do with me because we all now how nice i am right guys..well lets see nothing really to write about i got my licence so i guess thats good well other then the fact thatmy mom wont let me drive untill next week but what can you do. i had a good day today people put me in a good mood so yah lunch was cool too i guess... i dont know why but im out of shit to say
words of wisdom: dont ask for pity
ok the first time i got thug bear i dont know what happened

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