Monday, December 30, 2002

OK cindy i will pull together all my power to get you the damn man thong that u want and it still boggles that mind how you can not find a man thong in LA just go to third street or sunset even hollywood and highland. well what do you expect she is from norte. well as for Ericka you guys should come up here and spend new years at pismo. well i am glad to hear that ur nina is doing good. i wish i could say the same about myself, my pops went to mexico today like he always does around this time of year so i think i might just go get my tongue pierced but i do not know yet. well i just got home from work and dans house so i think i might need to take a shower i smell like Aj spurs which does not smell to good. so play on playa to all my SURENO TRECE homies:)

song of the post Sureno thugs-Mr. Sancho

-=DiGiTaL=-

Sunday, December 29, 2002

hey well i havent posted in a while so i figured i would do that now sorry to hear about your problems stephen but hey well all have them although im starting to realize that you have more girl problems that i would have thought, well i talked to eric today damn my cousin was having fun with him "you and ericka should have sex while i tape and then i can sell it on the streets" what can i say shes a wierd one. then after i was having a good conversation with Mr. Eric she decides to try and shove a candy cane up my ass, now im not too sure about every one else but i dont go for stuff like that. overall my day was ok. my nina is looking a lot better for those of you who dont know one of her intestines ruptured thats why im still here in la and wont be back untill the end of the week. so i will be spending new years here with cindy we are trying to figure out what to do: hang out at City Walk, Pismo, Rave, Family, and well thats pretty much it we took some pictures at the mall the other day and we are going to go pick them up tommarrow hopefully they came out good well thats all i have to say for now
words of wisdom: no matter how drunk you are 2 + 2 is always 4

Well hello everyone again it is me.....well I have one and only one thing to say.....Well not really but....TITO YOU BETTER GET ME THE MAN THONGS YOU PROMSED!!!! Well ok wait ...that did not sound right.....let me explain.....See I wanted to buy my ex.....as a joke....a thong...but after thinking about it for a while I realized that not just any old thong (no matter how pretty it is on me) would not accomidate the space needed for a certain area.....on guys....Well so thus my quest began. I started searching back at my home town.....results: nothing.....then I moved on to LA results: nothing.....Well if I can't find a man thong here in LA I figured I am lost so I better start thinking for a gift that would actually be meaningful....(yea right) Well just then when I thought all was lost my fav cuz was chatting on the fone with a friend who knew the locations of many FINE
MAN-THONG RETAILERS. So hopefully this certain person would hook me up----as they would say ~en el norte~ Just joking yall the real gangsta cholo it the one the only.......the Tito....Well I guess I will hit yall up lata....peace out to my Norte homies~

well damn right cindy you cannot compete wif my shit because my shit is the shit:) and the little warning i wish you would have gave that out before i went to the mall with cash in my pocket. well it is 4 o clock in the am and al just jammed from my pad. i never knew how cool of person she is to talk to. well tonught i had to work which sucked ass because we had a shitty crew because so many people have quit so all we have is new people and jason's bitch ass was gone because his dumbass slipped and fell yesturday and i might add was one crazy ass site to see all i do is turn around and i see jason turning tthe coner and slip fall then all the shit he was holding fall on his chest (**OUCH*** that had to hurt). but when i came home from work i checked my voicemail and i had one from ericka saying to caller on her cousin cindy's phone(she is a norte chick straight throw up that big bad 14) and after we got off the fono around like 11:30 or 12 tim called me up seeing if i wanted to go to ampm like we do every other night to get a slurpee and hotdogs. but today it was me tim ally and mike so after ampm we went to go see our old friends ed at the cheveron across the street and will chilled there for a like 30 minutes then we drove around seeing how far we could get well we were in neutral then mike said he had to go home then me tim and ally went driving around all over town dont ask why we just did then tim got a wee bit sleepy so then he went home and the me and ally drove to my house (she is the best worst driver ever) and then yeah we chilled here and that is my day well i am up out this bitch play on playa!


-=DiGiTaL=-

Friday, December 27, 2002

hello everyone. Welll this is my first time posting on this site. And as of right now I really don't know what to say. I guess I can in no way compete with the lavish and compelling story of tito. Well Lets see I broke up with this african guy the other day. Interesting huh....How many people get to say that they broke up with an african guy the other day.....Well he was no just....no offense to anyone...black but he was african....ya know straight from Africa. Well this whole drama started just before Christmas on my b day. Well I have only been with him for what....a month.....and he got me a diamond ring and asked me to marry him.....well I am just such a great and amazing pimpstress I could not give up my player life style for one guy!!!!!! Nah just kidding but I am way too young to get married. Oh yea I just wanted to warn everyone out there not to spend $120 on random task bullshit that you don't really need!!!! Well I guess that is all for today ~~~~ Adios

Sunday, December 22, 2002

well fuck me i had a good post but my shit fucked up and i lost it but n e ways let me sum just make a new post well today me ally tim steve-o xandie and jeebus went to ventura today i spent about $120 on random task bullshit that i did not need but hey shit happens what u going to do about. well i was supposed to be at work today instead of shopping but i fucked up my wraist lastnight trying to throw out that trash at work i didn't really think n e of it at first till i tryed to lift 4; 4 fucking dinner plates i couldn't so i wrap a towel around that shit and go back to work and one of my managers comes up to me and ask what is up with the towel and told him and the first words that come out of his mouth after i told him were "you and jason fucking playing around again" i told him no which was really the truth for once so after i fill out some papers me and jerry are on the way to santa ynez hospital and then since i am under 18 my parents had to come and get me but n e ways even thou i am in pain but not really because they gave me some 500 mg vikes i get to stay home till saturday but yet i sitll get paid because i got hurt at work so i am happy :) well tomorrow i leave for L.A. for the week just so i have something to do and plus i need to find some socks with monkeys on them and that will be a task at hand but i think i will find some. well i dont know what the fuck i am doing home on a sunday when there is no skewl tomorrow but hey i am here and shit happens so i think i am going to go to sleep just because i am crazy like that. well i am up out this bitch so play on playa

"omega's song of the post" fuck faces-scarface
"ericka's words of wisdom" when you HATE on something you only make it strong so just keep on HATING u punk ass bitchs
"joeys squatch meter" well i am not a fucking sasquach so i dont have a fucking meter
"and jeebus's uprising" VIVA CLA
-=DiGiTaL=-

Friday, December 20, 2002

hey well i havent posted in a while, nothing has really happened that is worth posting...well it seems like this weekend everyone had a good time, it was all in their own little way but they all had fun either way. let me see what can i write about...well nothing really all i know is that i wont be able to be with eric for his birthday the big 18. thats sad i wish i could celebrate it with him you know, maybe ill have a little party for him when i get back from L.A well im sitting here at my moms boyfriends house i wish i could go hang out or something. well i guess thats all i have to talk about so ill go now
words of wisdom: fuck everything else if your having a good time

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

well im sitting here in luis' house. we came over here for lunch because...well becasue i dont want to deal with all the other stuff that is going on with other people. i really dont want to get into details but the people that it envolves know what is going on. i just dont understand why some people get so upset over little things....you know let me just go out and say it in my opinion what Ryan said yesterday was not that big of a deal, however anglea takes it is up to her. Now the fact hat Daniel was so upset blows me away, i would understand that he would be a little upset but not that upset at his friends. Daniel you know none of us ( well none of your friends) have to love angela just becasue she is your girl friend, im sure you knew before you went out with her that a couple of your friends didnt like her what made you think that they would change there minds? I know many people dont like her but at least they are not mean to her, i guess i just dont know the whole story but from what i do know i think you are over reacting a little, so please dont go and bitch me out later about this post, its just my opionin on the matter...

well theres a bunch of crap going on so fuck it ... yes fuck it...

well i worked on my fucking econ project yesterday and stephen helped me hes so nice to me yay. eric got me some christmas presents today one of which was a chocolate orange its so yummy im sharing it with stephen and joey because they are so nice to me he got me something else but i havent opened it yet maybe i will in typing. maybe ill post about it then. bye for now
words of wisdom: sorry boys...i eat pussy

well theres a bunch of crap going on so fuck it ... yes fuck it...

well i worked on my fucking econ project yesterday and stephen helped me hes sucha sexy bitch and i wanna jump him right now hes so fuckin hot i just look at him and i feel like i wanna go into ecstacy. Joey is such a

well he i am again as Ericka, well today was pretty crazy we went to jeebus's house to play UH son for lunch because of the rain and today was going good till i went to work we had mass partis today we had a 90, 70, 20,30,13,13 and some other ones so that is when it all started going down hill, as soon as i get home i check out everyones bloggs just to see if n e one posted and when i get to steve-o's site i see that dan posted i see my name in his post so i read and i come to find out that i guess his chick has been crying or something because me and jeebus have been mean to her and countless other people too that dont matter also have been, and dan tells me that to be his friend we have to say sorry well tomorrow will be the day although i dislike her for calling me a wet back but yet dan does not see that he just sees it as just thinks i hate her "just because" which is not true i just dont hate a perosn just for no reason i have meaning for all my actions. but i am going to tell her sorry just because dan picked a bitch over a homie. i still want that foo as my friend so i am going to swallow my pride and tell her in person in front of dan just so he can be there and see that our friendship means more to me then just having my pride. so yeah that is all i have for now i think i need to take a shower i smell like crap ass Aj spurs but hey i get paid this thursday so it is all good. well seeing how i am posting as Erick i might as well have words of wisdom also so here it goes and this one is my number one rule and why steve-o is still here and the groups is not broken up.
words of wisdom: Ruler number one dont ever pick a bitch over a homie bitchez my come and go but a homie is there forever...SMF FOREVER good times and bad

-=DiGiTaL=-

Monday, December 16, 2002

damn well i tryed to post yesterday but this stupid thing lost every thing so yah here i go again.I was sick over the weekend but im feling a lot better now , eric came over yesterday to bring me doughnuts they were so good, he ended up staying for a while we had fun or rather i had fun, i was playing with his hair the whole time. well it sounds like everyone had a good weekend, so thats cool i guess. thats pretty much all i have to post about so ill leave it at that.
words of wisdom: watch out, you never know who your true friends are

Sunday, December 15, 2002

well once again i am posting as ericka because she has still not sent me the link so i can.......well n e ways today after work we kicked it at jeebus's house and played some 4 player uh son it was me, dan, jeebus, mike p, tim, xandie, and i think her name was allie, well after like 20 minutes of playing UH son we all went to dennys and had some random shit. but the ride back to jeebus's house was fun on the way down H street me and tim were in his car and allie jeebus and mike p were in xandie's car and all of a sudden i see allie crawl over xandie (who might add is drving) and throw what looks like a normal flash bang but when i see it spread about and hit tims car with a loud ass sound i realized that it was the silverware that her and jeebus stole from dennys. after we just went back and played some more UH son then we watched cky2k. well yeah today was a good day it has been better then the past few days but yeah long story. yeah well i think i should get some sleep now it is 4:00 in the am and tomorrow i need to get up early so i can go shopping and get some x mas gifts for people i think i know what i am pretty much getting everyone but Ericka i still need to find something to get you. well i am up out this bitch so play on playa.
-=DiGiTaL=-

Friday, December 13, 2002

*IM HAPPY* well accually maybe im not but it would be nice to be at least people can think that i am. well i just gave stephen breakfast, so now he will eat : ) well i would like to apologize to eric for yesterday and im sorry at other people for making them upset, i was just a little distressed. you know if i really wanted to this post would be fucking long and it would go on and on about some shit that happened but i wont bore anyone with that so i guess yah today is going to be a good day because i am decorating my house for christmas, and we are taking our family christmas pictures... i feel nub to the world.......bye
words of wisdom: dont polish your nails in a closed room

Thursday, December 12, 2002

well lets seee i havent posted in a while so i guess i could write something interesting...lets see i saw a good movie the other day..Blow, i have to buy that movie for my mom you know since it is a true story. You know lately i just havent been in the mood to post so i appolagize to joey for getting on him about not posting, well lets see i lost another ring, so now i have to go shopping, too bad. My mom said i can go to tito's party thing i guess shes leting me do a lot more because she knows sho ill be hanging out with and i guess she trusts me more because im cool like that. You know lately people have been pissing me off and you know most of the time it takes a lot to piss me off but lately it takes very little. i dont know why ...well accually i do know why it has to do with people. *I LOVE JOEY* and various other people...well thats all i have to say bye
Words of wisdom: Only consider your friends feeling, dont let them affect your whole life

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

So...hey whats up?? sorry i didnt post last night Ericka...i know you wanted me to but i was really fucking tired...so...ya. Wanna hear about my weekend? sure you do...so Friday was the last day of the play and the cast party lasted till midnight cuz thats when the pizza hut people kicked us out....but ya that was fun. Then on Saturday i had to take the SAT at Taft high school..which is on the other side of town...so i had to wake up really early to get there at 7. when i got done with that i hung out with Sarah...we just drove around to various places and various people's houses....Then Sunday we did basically the same thing as we did Saturday. Yesterday i saw Empire...i thought it was good...a little violent and graphic....but it was more realistic than most movies. And we went to the mall and stole a buncha shit. And today i have to work in about an hour.. :/ but ya...thats what went on with me the last few days. Nothing too exciting....but i guess im doing alright... talk to you later :)

well this is fun i am posting under Ericka's name because she has not sent me and email to post...and so yeah she said her site is boring and she needs me Tito to get this shit happening which i do not know if i can but i will try. well my mom did left yesturday so i did not go to first because i worked lastnight and i didn't want to wake up all early an shit but my brother the greatest fucking brother in the world comes in to my room at 7 in the fucking morning and wakes me up tells me it is time to go to school. you do not know how fucking pissed i was and he would not leave me alone but after 10 minutes of hearing shit and getting hit all over my body he left so i got to sleep for another hour! but yeha me and my brother were starting on the plans on who gets wha days to have a party next week when my parents jam. so yeah all the SMF members are invited to my party like always i am going to try not to get too fucked up when i am at my house but you know like the famous quote is, "shit happens." well right now i am open for money and request on what kind of shit you would like there and if you have someone you would like to bring remember always ask first because this time i am not going to let people i do not know in. well i dont know if i made this site anymore not less boring because my life is boring too so all i did was add more boredom but still it was fun gave me something to do in mr dean's not do a damn thing ROP class wait sorry i mean communication's tech class same difference. well i am in a good mood from work lastnight they told me i was going to start bussing next week but they said if i took this shit that i would really piss off jason because has wanted to be a busser but instead they are going to put me as one so YAY i will be bussing with Tim. so yeah i wanted to quit be then i am goign ot be a busser so i dont think i am going to anymore. so yeah my life is going good i got some good news yesturday at work other then i am going to be a busser. so all i need now is for two more things to work out for me and my life will be perfect i just hope that one of the big things come through i hope i will find out some time this weekend but we will see but knowing me it wont. well i am out the be;; just rang

-=DiGiTaL=-

Monday, December 09, 2002

well yesterday i talked to my dad and he said that he is coming over here for christmas...which means he is not letting me be with my mom for christmas : ( that is not very nice i told him that i didnt care what he said i was going to be with my mom and he went off on me so yah my christmas is now going to suck...well thats all i have to say for now maybe i will continue in typing class, bye

Sunday, December 08, 2002

well its over its all over...james dumped me, now im sure there are a couple of people out there that are happy, you mother fuckers better be happy because i have not felt this bad in a very long time. so now i will be going to lunch with everybody like i used to things should be back to the way they were except now im a little depressed. so once again i hope thoses of you who doughted the reasons why i like him are happy. Even though there were things about him that people didnt like i was happy, i thought that would matter but it didnt so...bye for now

Saturday, December 07, 2002

well things are not getting better over on my side of the fence...i dont know what to do about james i talked to him about the Cheryl, he says that he is only talking to her as a friend and nothing more. so i guess i believed him , i do believe him...but tito got a little pissed that i believe him so we were going to talk today but he coulnt come over so he is going to come tommarrow, we are going to talk about things and try to figure out what we are going to change about our relationship to make it work out. hopefully we work things out... at least i hope so....

Here are our ten reasons why we love Stephen , well accually there are more reasons but...
10. without you who would carry on the coffee mate delux series? (mike)
9. who else will be there to get pissed off at mr. dinter with me (tito)
8. who elses ears can i blow out with my system? (mike)
7. who is going to help me out in ROP? (ericka)
6. no one else can carry on your doom legacy ( mike)
5. who will be ther to carry on the firery porche...HOLY FUCK ( tito)
4. who an i going to poke every day? ( ericka )
3. who else will i talk to late at night when i get off of work and knowone is on.....steve-o thats who (tito)
2. whos gonna tell us how to spend a buck these days? (tito)
1.whos gonna be there to tell me how pretty i look every mourning ( ericka )
. BECAUSE ITS NEVER TOO LATE FOR FUNNEL CAKE ( mike)

Steven the list goes on and on and on........there are countless reasons why you are important to us! If i lost you, i would loose apart of myself, I SWEAR TO GOD! (MIKE)
All the things didnt go as you had planned, I still love you like a friend and I couldnt go through the days without having you there. (Ericka)
I dont really know what it is about you when your not there, but my day changes and no its for better as much as you would like to think, theres something missing and it doesnt feel right. (Tito)

Friday, December 06, 2002

Ten reasons why Stephen Hilton means something in this shitty little world:
10. Unlike most people who just care about surface shit and what everyone else is doing, steveo is his own person and a fucking kick ass person at that.
9. Steveo has countless times saved me from suicide, and i am eternally thankful for that.
8. Steveo, is, by far, THE single most funniest guy i know! Steveo, lie to yourself all you will, but you are an integral part of my life, and the life of many others.
7. You do mean more to people then you think. All of our crew's life would be eternally changed if you were to go... don't ask questions. We would NOT get over you! Don't make me even start to cry thinking of it!
6. Who's gonna kick my ass at rally, uh son, quake iii, jet set radio (even though it doesn't exist), gta2, max payne, tony hawk, scorched earth, rott, and every other game the first time you play it even though i practice for weeks and weeks on end.
5. Who else can really appreciate the same music as me? A lot of people like NIN, but who else can really appreciate the irish drinking song, death metal in a nutshell, TNT, and yatta? Steveo... that's who.
4. Steveo is a fucking creative genius. Steveo, you have come up with some ideas and artwork that has totally blown away all so called 'professionals', i swear to god steveo... you will amount to something... people like you are a godsend.
3. Steveo, who else is gonna keep me in check? who else is going to be the sole voice of reason in all of smf? no one... all this is on you, bro.
2. Don't say you can't be loved, Steveo. I don't care if i am a guy and i don't care if people do call me gay, i love you steveo, like a fucking brother, if not more so. And i KNOW FOR A FUCKING FACT that other people do... sure no girls love you AT THIS VERY MOMENT, but it will come. Hell, if i was a girl i'd be all over you... and it's not like me being a guy has really stopped me before.
1. Steveo, you are T N T!

I know i posted this on my web page already, but i just want to make sure steveo reads this. And steveo, remember at the end of the greatest movie ever? you are the only one to make it! :)

well lets see life pretty much sucks..oh wait i sound like stephen well anyway today i found out some shit about james, i heard that he likes Cheryl and some other girl and that he is trying to get with them ...well at least when i dump him eric wont be disapointed in me anymore and he will talk to me again, thats the only reason why i am "leaving" him is beacuse of eric...Mr. eric i miss you talking to me it made me really sad to know that just because of james you werent talking to me as much as you used to. i mean really it was pretty sad i was about to cry just talking to tito about it. so anyway "people" were telling me how every one else was talking about the way i was or am getting played i feel so fucking stupid you know the fact that every body else knew about it except me....my dad sucks here everybody is making plans for christmas and i cant say if i can go or not because my dad is to much of a bitch to tell us what we are doing for christmas.....Stephen what the hell is all the hostility about on your post? what are you so upset about? it bothers me to know that my friends feel this way...and if you think that is a fucking lie then ...FUCK YOU. you dont understand how many people really care about you, and you know if you cant understand by now then i dont know what the fuck to do with you. well lets see i am here at titos house with mike its pretty fun we did a lot of talking and i found out how cool mike is...so yahy today i had a great day...thats pretty much it bye for now
words of wisdom: p.l.u.r.

sometimes i feel like i disapoint poeple you know either i make wrong decisions or im not doing the things i should be doing...like school for example i just dont care anymore i havent dne any work by my self im always coping other people work the way i see it why waste my time on it when i can get it from someone else. i dont know i just started not caring too much anymore thats really a bad thing i mean a lot of people do it but...i dont know " sometimes im expecting just a little too much from you , so im disapointed..."... a perfect circle. well the bell just rang so i guess ill add on to this latter if anyone really cares about what im saying i [promise ill stop posting useless shit and only post when something extrordinary happens so bye

Thursday, December 05, 2002

Well I'm sitting here with my best buddy ..eric : ) we are talking about pelvic bones, fun huh? im having a good hair day tday and eric just made fun of me.. again. he was also making fun of the way I sneeze, I think Eric hates me , he always makes fun of me : ( and he's still going at it...weirdo. I’m gonna kill him slowly one day when he is not expecting it. see what I mean he’s here reading it and he’s seems to enjoy what I’m writing...DAMN HIM...I retract my best buddy statement. he makes fun of me so much but I cant live without him *sigh* well i guess thats all i have to say eric here is telling me his fantasies they involve leather, whips, chains, hand cuffs, four bed post, mirrors, black leather pants, and a dominatrics outfit...sounds good huh?

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

well today was pretty ok i had to take the proficiency test : ( but on the up side i got my christmas gift from stephen today i know i know its a little early for that but hey im happy i got such a cool gift it was the Guns God and Government tour DVD. for all those people who dont know what it is its...MANSON ( my future husband ) i was so happy i was watching part of it today wow what can i say i love that guy hes so hot. but anyway like i was saying today was a pretty good day overall i talked to all my friends even though it feels like eric may be a little upset at me : ( i dont think hes really mad Travis also called me and i had lunch with james on friday im gonna go to lunch with my buddies its been too long without their humor well i guess thats all i have to say....
words of wisdom: people are confusing as fuck dont ever try to figure them out

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

yah rachel posted! in case nobody knows who she is she is my best friends from Texas hopefully i can convince her to come down here sometime soon, i have to talk to her parents though. well i was talking to joey today hes cool to talk to we were talking about how cool some poeple are and how not so cool others are. RACHEL I MISS YOU! thats it im quiting school to go say hello to rachel : ) well the bell rang so i guess ill be going
words of wisdom: shit happens...get over it

Monday, December 02, 2002

Hey... Hows it going? Welp...this is my first post and like i told you before i dont have much to say. I wish i could say my day was good. Lately my days havent really been good or bad. Just been kinda blah. I really hate having moody friends. Remember Chris Dominguez?? well im friends with his little brother Anthony and man...that boy can run from hot to cold in an instant. It pisses me off sometimes...he's just so sensitive. Well anyway, my mom went to rehearsal today and Mrs. Schumann didnt yell at me once! i told my mom she should come to rehearsal more often. Sometimes i feel like to get praise or any recognition or sympathy at the PAC you have to at least have tried to kill yourself twice. I feel like its a requirement to actually be somebody there. But anyway...ya...im glad you are doing good...im gonna get some sleep now...gotta get up early tomorrow! (god i hate school)

well today was accually a good day... it really cant be put into words but it was the best lunch ive had with james hopefully the rest will be like that thats all i have to say today.

Sunday, December 01, 2002

hey well i havent posted in a while so i guess i will now... things are going pretty good i had a good thanksgiving god you know so much has happened but since i havent posted in a long time its hard to remember the most memorable things to write down... i went with eric to go see 8 crazy nights it was such a great movie i loved it then we went and hung out at south side.. i accually got to talk to eric alot you know like tell him whats bothering me and things like that he is such a great friend he knows me so well sometimes its scary ; ) , but anyway then we went to his house and hung out its been a while since ive been able to just "chill" with him. so yah that was pretty much what went on.. i asked james if he wanted to come over to my house to watch a movie he said he was too tired it was like 7:00 when i called... so i dont know well thats all i have to say bye