Sunday, December 28, 2003

why is it that when i try to brighten someones day or at least make them smile i get yelled at? i mean i know they are having a bad time or even a bad day but is that any reason to yell at somone that is trying to make you happy? you really should think about it because it makes a person feel bad... and leaving them without saying anything makes them feel like shit, like they are not worth it but you know its ok you can just leave a message and say how sorry you are that you took out your anger on them.... i mean, that makes it all disapeare right..makes the next day seem like everythign is fine and dandy... i guess it just bugs that if it was the other way around i know things would be alot different but you know what im always the one who says "fuck it its in the past" ... i guess it just takes a while somtimes....
words of wisdom: dont make it seem like i neglected you by saying thank you to someone who worked on my car for 4 hours