Wednesday, November 19, 2003

you know i love my mom but there is only so much i can take telling me that i can go out and have fun and do somthing then like an hour before im about to go call me and tell me i cant for some crap reason just isnt cutting it... then on top of theat telling me that i havent helped around the house enough latley ... saying i should not go cheer at a game so that i can spend time with the family and go shopping only to stay at home while my mom is out with her boyfriend till 7:30 therefor throughing the day away..... all this inonly two days my only two days off this weeka nd i am forced to stay at home... is there a time when enough is enough im sure anyone reading this doesnt have any of these problems because your mothers realize that you are old enough to do what you want with your own lives i guess im just babbling on and on im so frustrated i dont know what to do any suggestions???????
words of wisdom: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

well there has been some very interesting things going on lately one being that my dad suprised me at my house when he showed up from iraq the only bad part was that he is onl here for ten days and is leaving sunday back to iraq kind of sux huh? but you know at least i got to see him other news well i guess ill let michael post about his good stuff... oh and my dad bought me a lap top for my "school work" its cool i like it i love hanging out with my dad weather we are just messing around or talking about life and ohhhh my dad and michael met for the first time it wasnt bad but i dont thinkn it was great either it was more like an interview type thing but he had nothing reall bad to say about him so i guess thats good news... but i dont think michael will want to hang out with him any time soon... well i still havent installed my speakers in my car yet ive had them what like 3 months geeze i really need to work on that hmmmm say Kevin yesterday i havent seen him ina long time hes so cool he invited me to dinner at saleties and said i could get all dressed up and everything i was really excited about going because i have always wanted to go and dress up and do the whole dinner thing but michael never told me what he really thought about me going....so im still not sure about the whole thing.. just to let you know kevin is my moms boyfriends brother hes like 24 or somthing and only a friend just in case anyone thinks bad things well i guess thats all i have to say for now i will try to post more often
words of wisdom: dreams are mearly firering nurons in your brain... they mean nothing... unless your like me somone who looks up every dream they have in a book to find thier true meanings... is it a waist of time. maybe....