hmm well poeple always want me to post and now that i think about it i know why i dont, im eaither happy and dont feel like typing or im so fuckin pissed i dont want anyone to read what i would type about .. see its always like that there is never no in between and now im starting to see how that is a problem.. so yes sorry i havent written but im just realizing that all poeple are asswholes..
words of wisdome: dont promise your self to some one you dont know

fuck it all fuck this world fuck everything that you stand for
words of wisdom: pain nothing but pain

well i got home from work late tonight fun fun well no acctually work sucked i kept dropping dishes in the trash and ran into a wall and some other shit so yah and i have to close tomarrow agin ahh. well ive come to realized that the more time i spend on trying to make someone come back to me the more i push them away.. i just wish things where the way they were where poele didnt find bad things in me where we could all just have a good time its liek the more i want things to be that way it always seem sliek ok cool its going to happen then i fuck it up or they just dont want it to happen i dont know why things are liek this but it is somthing that , not thats its btohered me but it has just been on my mind for a while.. i jsut have this image in my mind of how perfect hings would be only if you knwo what i mean well probably not so im not going to write about that anymore... well jason ryan and tito came to my worjk the other day jason was wearing a skirt hmm nice yah well well just leave that were it is. one of my tias had a baby today its a boy "how cute" well it seems liek everyone has had a good summer so far thats cool me ive been working and going to school nothing too great really well things could be worse so i cant say much.. hmm i guess thats about all i ahve to say i must say im getting tired tomarrow shoudl be a good day i either get to go shopping or i get to go to the beach so either way im happy nigh tguys
words of wisdom: dont try to make everyone happy at once ( no if only i could listen to that)