well fuck me running...i have nt posted in like two months and by the looks of all the other sites neither has anyone else. well i dont know how things are going on the SMF side of things because i have not been hanging out with the crew, but for me things are things i guess. what is really pissing me off is that i work all hard to graduate and walk with everyone on thursday then i get a call from one of my shitty ass doctors and he tells me that he wants to put me in on surgery on that day at 1 P.M. and that if i dont make it on that day the next time he will be able to see me is like in september. so i am kinda fucked on that one because i really really want to fucking walk walk but i also really need to get this surgery done because my shit is hurt like to the point were it hurts to fucking drive sometimes and shitbut if i do get the surgery that is a god amount of cash that they will be giving me so i dont know i will see but if anyone has any input on this problem feel free to give me a little guidence. but fuck it shit happends you know. but i will be in LA if i do get it done so Ericka give the address and you i will be there becauce i have nothing to do from now till august 23. then i leave. well it is 1 o clock in the AM and if i dont cut this shit off now it will be like 3 pages long because you know i could sit here and type because i will be up all night.
aight well i am up out this bitch so play on playas.
quote of the day- "UP ALL NIGHT, YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!"
-=DiGiTaL=-

yah well my moms b day was yesterday that was fun we did the whole cake a nd ice cream bit.. i went shopping for so much food itsw not even funny michael understands he was there it was so much food.... joey is being a whining little bitch.... no im just kidding joey i still love you anyway just so poeple know im having a grduation party in L.A along with my cousin Cindy whom some of you might know its the 7th and we wont caom back till like sunday i think so if anyone wants to go i will provide transportation just so you guys know you are all invited : ) well i guess thats all i have to post about so bye
words of wisdom: mean

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hmm just sitting here in mr deans class doing pretty much nothing i though ti had stuff to post about but now i realize i dont
words of wisdom: dont play around

ITS JOEYS BIRTHDAY

hmmm somtimes i wonder about poeple.. you know like why they act one way one time and a different way the next now im not saying a lot of poeple do this in fact i do this a lot and i sit and wonder why i do this like now for instance i feel a certain way yet the feeling im expressing is completly the oposite.. i think its just because i get upset when i dont have my way with things or when things i want and plan for dont go threw, (oh and michael if you read this its not what you think), anyway like i was saying ... oh i dont know now i think im just a little "bumed out" but you know i shouldnt bitch , other poepel have more reason to be bumed then i do so yah anyway i had a pretty good weekend even though i was grounded it was all right i got a shitty work schedual this week but you know it doesnt even matter anymore what do i care work is work i might have to stay at brians house on saterday since my mom wants to go to la to celabrate mothers day with all the family and two of my tias are having baby showers but i have to work from 5:30 to 10:00 so i think i might have to stay here so that she can enjoy herself over there with her family...on a lighter notewait there really isnt a lighter note is there i also have to take care of somthign that is bothering somone its going to be very difficult and i dont even know if i want to do it i have to talk to joey about it so bye or now
words of wisdom: somtimes honesty can suck

well i havent posted in a while lets see i got a letter from my dad saying he might not be here for christmas so when he gets back we are planning a trip to mexico. hmm listening to good music now.... yah *smile* well yah what to talk about... ahhhhh blank mind so yah ill go
words of wisdom: trust me